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Sorry for profanity, I need to get this out. He has the worst mood swings ever! Today's event started when my sister needed help with her printer. He starting freaking out and yelling about how it was everyone's fault but his own. I remember all those times he flipped out at me. Once he was yelling at me and blaming me for misplacing the IPod charger over one of our vacations, I didn't even know we fucking had one! Turns out HE was the one who lost it. Of course then it was all smiles, how SILLY he was for losing it. He managed to forget the screaming in a few seconds.

Dammit. He decided to leave again. I wonder if I should be feeling a bit more sad about this. But, after years and years of putting up with this shit, quite frankly, I'm bored. If he wants to leave, fine, let him. I Don't Care. Anything to finally get some peace and quiet around here. I can't even sleep because of all his damn yelling. Oh, and now he's crying. Lovely. Yeah, that just screams masculinity. Grow up. Get a life. Better yet, just leave. Ugh, after all these years and you still think you're the victim? Mom's been more than accommodating to your bitchiness. I think it's time for a change.

Alright, today I had the fu*king worst day I have had in two weeks.

I love my mom, but I don't always understand her.  She's an unemployed, bored, middle-aged woman who lives on facebook 24/7.  She'll sometimes have this weird, obsessive behavior and I can't help but look down on her.  Right now she's dealing with a psycho ex-boyfriend who's been stalking her for the past several months.  He drives by her house all the time and tries to follow her everywhere she goes, he'll constantly send her letters and flowers.  Instead of nipping this in the bud and taking legal action, something she should have done six months ago, she has become obsessed with the stalking.  It's almost as if she wants him to stalk her so she can run and tell someone about it.  I'm guessing that she's so bored that she thrives on the attention she's getting from it.

My aunt said to me earlier 

"If it weren't for you moving here, she would have been heading for adult day care." Her as in my grandmother.

I replied 

I was raised with being spanked, and I believe spanking your child is a proper punishment. I do not believe abusing your child or hitting so hard that it leaves bruises is proper. There is a fine line there.

I am some what of an insomniac and watch some crazy shit late at night... Somehow I always get sucked into some reality show on MTV. And frankly it makes me worry about the generation following mine. The MTV generation is full of these kids that boss their parents around, do drugs, could care less about another human, and think they deserve everything to be handed to them.

Just after Thanksgiving, my mother called me, because she was in some sort of pain and asked me to go to her house for two days. All right, I was fine with that. Then it turned into, staying for 2 weeks. Not cool with that really. I needed to get home, sign up for classes and find a job. Well, now she has to have surgery to remove her gall bladder. So, I was at her house for another week after my dads, and I have to go back there in a week. I am at home now, but not for long! I have to stay there until at least Christmas Eve, because I told her that I was not staying until new years. Just not gonna happen.

Just so you know