OOOH I HATE IT ALL - EVERYTHING ABOUT IT - YOU AGE TOO QUICKLY YOU LEARN TOO SLOWLY YOU SEE EVERYONE ELSE GET LUCKIER THAN YOU - YOUR THE MIDDLE CHILD NOBODY CARES ABOUT - NOT THE OLDEST NOT THE YOUNGEST, NOT THE RIGHT GENDER, NOT THE RIGHT HEIGHT - YOU GET A PROMOTION AND YOU END UP WORKING WITH ASSHOLES - YOUR EFFING CO-WORKERS TAKE SO MUCH TIME OFF YOU WONDER WHY DO THEY EVEN HAVE THIS JOB - YOU QUIT A 2ND JOB ONLY TO FIND THAT YOUR PRIMARY JOB IS GOING TO GIVE YOU A HEFTY PAY CUT , YOU PLAN YOUR VERY FIRST FOREIGN VACATION AND AN EQUAKE HAPPENS RIGHT BEFORE - YOUR THE ODDBALL ON A FLIGHT SITTING NEXT TO A GROUP OF 5 PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW YOU & YOUR THE STRANGER GIVEN THAT 6TH SEAT - WHILE YOU SIT ACROSS THE AISLE FROM SOMEONE TRAVELING SOLO AND HAS THE ENTIRE ROW TO HERSELF - AND FOR 2 HOURS YOU FEEL OUT OF PLACE UP IN THE AIR - EVERYBODY THAT SEES YOU COUGHS - YOU WALK BY A PARKED CAR AND THEY BLOW THEIR ANNOYING ALARMS AS IF YOU WERE GOING TO STEAL THEIR CAR WHEN YOU JUST GOT OUT OF YOUR OWN CAR - YOU SIGN UP FOR HIGH SPEED INTERNET - AND IT'S STILL DIAL UP SPEED - BECAUSE ANOTHER FASTER SERVICES HAS COME ALONG - YOU WERE LAUGHED AT CAUSE YOU HAD A TRACFONE BEFORE PREPAID BECAME MAINSTREAM - YOUR OVERWEIGHT AND YOU CAN'T SEE THAT WELL AND YOU'VE BEEN COMPLACENT FOR 10 YEARS PLUS- Can you tell I have anti-social tendencies????
I Hate This Anxiety Most of ALL - I want to destroy something, I hate the impatience, Ihate the anger that's inside. I hate that I can't control the simplest things - I hate that money is all that people really care about and I hate that you need so much of it to live even decently - I hate that I learned one language well only to find that years later it would be better to be bilingual and people from your own country frown upon you. I wish I came from a larger family - I wish some family members would be more trusting and open of one another and at least knew how to handle finances. I wish I got a better job with better co-workers. You wish I would just shut up while some would want me to talk more....BUT THIS IS MY RANT - LIFE'S A BITCH 2 ME - THEN JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO GET BETTER, YOU CROAK - OOH I HATE IT ALL- - And When that time comes and I'm gone - Who're you going to pick on next????
