so let me tell you exactly why I'm so mad.
first of all, I was asked last night to hang out and drink tonight with a few people. typical Friday. so I get home, I ask my brother when we're getting alcohol and he says we're not? he said he didn't feel like it. fuck you. why would you offer it yesterday and then back out?
second, I contacted a friend of mine to see if he wanted to hang out. she said she can't. big surprise. then she had the nerve to give this guy (whom I've never met) my phone number cause he thought I was "cute". I guess she forgot to mention that I'm TALKING to someone and we're pretty much dating. fucking idiot. so now this guys texting me awkwardly and I don't want anything to do with it.
thirdly, that guy I'm talking to, his truck broke down so we can't even hang out tonight. he barely texts me either cause he's so independent which isn't necessarily a bad thing but I wish he'd give me the time of day. I hate how everyone treats me. am I an idiot or something? fucking ugh I just wanna die I'm so bored and ALONE on a Friday night.
